Kitty n Camies's blog: "what a girl wants...."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPd4Qp-Pdew

 

if u have not had a chance to watch this please do ... it hits home and makes me cry everytime. life is short and uncertain live love and be free. and for the civilians out there that have to deal with us and the heartbreak that follows us remember we appreciate u too..  semper fi and thanks to all the vets out there...

Ever feel like that little kid you see standing outside the pet shop window just with a sad little face staring so intent on that little puppy he or she wants??? Knowing that they cant have it but wanting it so badly??? yeah well that is how I feel... had a casual friend tear down my walls and get to my heart and I fell in love with him and now I am that sad little kid staring so intently at him wanting him with all I have knowing I can never have him... I am leaving for Iraq and I dont want him to wait for me but it kills me to think of him here and me so far away... I do love him so very much but he is not ready for a relationship and I am scared of one.. guess I will just sit outside the shop and enjoy the view... maybe go inside and pet the puppy once in awhile... but yet it breaks my heart...