Hauntedangeleyes's blog: "Werewolf girl"

so, I've been a little nervous to really talk about this... Yeah I joke that I pissed off the titty fairy and joke if I could borrow and take on someone eles' but I've never serious opened up about this
I've never really been one for plastic surgery... but I think if I had the money I would get breast correction...
I know to some you're like why you're fine as you are but to me I'm always self concious because I'm always getting asked if I'm trans or a guy (even a professional nurse when I was being prepped to go into hip surgery came out and asked my mom if I was born male) 
I have the sever form of PCOS even though I do my best to hide the visual syptoms (yes I have a beard one that would put most men's to shame) there are some days that I just can't hide it. and before you go there I've tried every form of hair removal methods that I could afford one of them ate the skin of my chin not going there again tyvm. 
I know with breasts it would take ppl longer to ask or atleast wait till I'm not within earshot of hearing them wonder about it. Nothing kills a woman self confidance more than being called a guy or getting asked if you're a male going to female... I hate it, I'm sick of itIf the beard would just die I'd be over the moon and wouldn't want to get my breasts corrected but the furr isn't going anywhere so next best option outside of joining Freak show lol is boobs besides I don't possess the lady balls to walk around in public letting everything grow out and be free.

and yes I have admittly wondered once if it would be eaiser (no offinse to the trans community) if I just started dressing male and stopped piling on the make-up and changed my name.. wouldn't be that hard to pull off but I know i'd be lieing to myself because even though I hate make-up and I'm not into most girly stuff... I like being a girl it just so happens I have a body that loves to fight me on every turn and it's always been this way ever since I could remember.

I'm not going to be greedy about size cuz lets face it i already have to deal with back pain thanks to my hip messing up my back because of the way i had to walk for 16 years.. but I was thinking with my shape a C or D (D being the most extreme) would work for me.I just wanna be known as the chick with cool hair a sweet ass tatts not the oh hey there's a guy trying to pass as a girl.If it's something that I can fix with my body and if it makes my life just a faction less of a hassle I will look into it or do it (outside of weight loss surgery less it was for medical reasons like a sever medical reason)
I can deal with the flat ass deal with the loose skin and having the belly but this getting called a guy thing..... I've had my fill of
so yeah rambeling over with