wow iam at a lost for words but yes i did talk to my exs the other day well i should say yelled and screamed at him and damm did it feel good to sit there get it all off my chest we did a video voices convo he say me and i saw him and for once i think he realy know how pissed iam at him i told him i hate him he siad i haved every right to feel the way i feel dam right i have every right to feel the way i feel i gave my hole self to u then u go and fuck it up. now the only thing i have to think about is if he worth my time anymore iam not talking about getting back toghter with him cause that one will never happend iam talking about worth i will be his friend again or not and i have thought about it a lot i know for sure and i made it clear to him that if i did say yes to being just his friend and we both talked about it would be just friends not friends with benfits every again that he would have to deal with me makeing his life a liveing hell i will never forget i just be able to forgive but never forget the shit he did he will always have to deal with me not trusting him even as a friend i still don't belive everything he say to me this day but he will have a lot of proveing to do if i was to be his friend and he realy want my friendship. but i still don't know i don't want anyone to get it tiwited that u can masteak weekis for kindis cause iam far from weak.so know this that u are still walking a very thin ice with me always ok just cause i talked u throw some shit don't mean that shit is 100% with me cause it never will be K.
