We all sit back and watch the world
Some of us wonder when do we get to jump in or maybe just wiggle our toes in it
Can you just test it out or do we have no choice but to dive in eventually?
Can a person go through this world and not meet it, ever?
-------------------------------------------------
An impact has been made
Life has done it again
Is there more, Where do I fit now?
I have been designated a corner
Yet my cubicle is not really mine
Now walking down a diverging path, or corridors should we say
I wish to feel the darkness outside
I wish to feel the life pulsing through these walls
Breaking through this holding with shear will and might
Breathing it in at first
Then reaching out running my fingers through the darkness
Feeling its consistency, its solidity
I can reach out touch it and grab it
Hear the sounds of the dark
Feel its pulse
Yes it does beat, for those that listen it beats loud
So much available
Pull it into me
Recharge me
Become whole again
Stepping forward into this freedom
My toes dipping in the blackness
Wiggling around, it falls between them
So lucid
I step back
Strip Down
Jump In
I am enveloped by this sweet blackness
Chills running through me
Feeling it slick on my bare skin
Pulsing against me showing me its life
Saying I am darkness but I am not dead
Every chakra pulsing bright
All the blackness surrounds wrapping up around me to mute this emanating pulse
Open arms embrace it
Drawing it close in and around
The darkness has swallowed a light
It has one of its own
Unseen to many
I do not fear submission to this master
I welcome it, crave it, call for it
I have nothing to fear
I AM THE DARKNESS!!!
21 February 2007
Christina "PJ" Genco
**Please do not copy or reprint without permission.**
