April's blog: "Welcome to my life."

Im looking for a man who will love me for me. and love my child. Im sick of bullshit and games. I dont want to be changed and i dont want to give up my friends and family. I have to have an opioin. Like i said i just want someone to love me for me and actually take the time to get to know me and why i do things the way i do. and help me get what i want out of like or just let me do it myself.

okay so this past month has been hectic. Im married now. Trying to get everything staight so i can see a doctor for my baby. Things are finally okay i do belive. Thank God.

For those of you who dont know ... Im pregnant. Today i just got out of the hospital i hope to never go back. even tho the nurse i had was really nice. I was suppose to work today but i was in the hospital hooked on oxygen and an iv and something that tells me what my oxygen level is. The reason why i got in the hospital was because i couldnt breathe. My fiance is gone to get my meds. and im about to go to sleep or at least try too. I think im getting alergic to cigerate smoke again. :( . Which means the cigeratte smoking in my house would have to stop. So far i have not had a cig in 3 days. Go me. My family knows im pregnant. i thought they would have took it mad but didnt. Im gonna try to go to a o.b.g.y.n. on monday. So i can find out how far along i am. Im so reading for christmas. so i can decerate.and lots of other stuff. I think my fiance and me might have found a house in pelion. So if i feel better tomorrow were gonna go look at it. yay. Okay im going to bed now. Lata

I just got back from the doctor and found out i am pregnant! I dont know how to tell mama but i think im gonna wait until after thanksgiving. Anybody got anything that will help let me know!

Gone to Charleston fowork. Be back Thursday night.

Okay so this is just a summary of my weekend. Friday me and my fiance was aguring bc of a wedding on saturday. He dont like my dad and my dad was gonna be there. So he lost and he went Saturday the wedding was okay. it was small. me and my fiance aggred that ours wasnt gonna be small. Then the reception. we went to a german resturant in prosperity. it was amazing. It was awesome(the food) i havent had food like that since my great grandmother cooked. lol. It was like a slow meal. so you def wouldnt like it if you wanted to eat in a hurry. Then we left there at like 9:30 and headed home. so of course right when we hit the road i had to pee. So i held it til we got home. so when we got home i ran into the house changed clothes and we went to the skyline club and my fiances parents were there and they were hammered. So about 1:00 am i had to drive all of us home. Sunday at 9:00 am somebody was knocking on my house door wanting my fiance they were wanting him to come into work. i about hurt that man gonna wake somebody up at 9:00 am. COME ON NOW!! Then the rest of my day was okay. We went and looked at a house. It was HUGE! 4 bd. 3 Bath. Huge living room and kitchen and dining room. Swimming pool. Study room. 2 car garage. Jacuzzi tub. fireplace. but they wanted too much for it. 285 K. TOO MUCH! So were gonna keep on looking. Im OUt.<3

Okay if all began last night. When i just got back from work to where we had to go to charleston bc we are opening up a new community there and not to meantion the lady i had to ride with cant drive, is lazy,and cant sing!!i had to cook supper when i got home and wanted to watch my movie but couldnt bc my fiances mom was watching tv like she always does. (yeah it agervates the shit out of me) B/c she dont MOVE!! Then i got a shower and my dad calls to tell me that my aunt is getting married on saturday. GoOdY GoOdY!!! THIS IS HER 3RD TIME GETTING MARRIED! its not a new wedding. But i will go just to pay my respects and so i can see the family. Then this morning i had a dentist app. (goody goody gum drops) I was like 10 minutes late for that bc i didnt hear the alarm clock. Then i have to do a Transfer today at work possibly two transfers. Print Newsletters. Call people. Im not in the mood for this today. I just want sleep. okay im done. as you can tell i tend to bitch alot.