DA KID's blog: "wats on my mind!!!!"

I never imagined that there would be a day without u around and i wish with all my heart that i didnt have to burry u underground the tears fall down from my eyes everyday like ongoing waterfalls with crys to the wind that seem to never respond to my calls the days are so lonely and nights are so sad without you by my side I look for something, anything to answer my question why i didn't die now im stuck here alone to revist old memories of the past just waiting for the day when i'll meet up with you at last

I've lost my way, I've lost my touch. I've lost my heart, I've lost too much. I've lost anything that I've ever cared for. I've lost the memories and so much more. I've lost the feeling of tru love. I've lost the angel from above. I've lost the sight of you right now. I'm lost in this world, wondering how.

time to put an end to the pain. gotta stop the hurt thats been pouring on me like rain. I can't go on pretending it's all a game. It's time I grow up and become a man that I can be. Put an end to the juvenile behavior that is me. time that I spread my wings and be free. leave this life of mine behind for a brand new discovery. its time that I quite talking and start acting. I need to quite procrastinating and slacking. Leave all the girls and the game behind and quit macking. Unfortunatly it's easier said than done, as sins I continue stacking.

im standing up on my last 2 legs bearly able to take a step and every night i pray and beg to give me just sumthing left i cant continue with all this weight i cant keep seeing all this pain i wish just once that time would wait and stop the continuing suffering rain i need to make one finally stand find some hope amongst oneself but unfortunatley i dont think i can as im stuck with the cards that i was dealt

I am an American Soldier I am a Warrior and a member of a team. I server the people of the United States and live the Army Values. I will always place the mission first. I will never accept defeat. I will never quit. I will never leave a fallen comrade. I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my warrior tasks and drills. I always maintain my arms, my equipment and myself. I am an expert and I am a professional. I stand ready to deploy, engage, and destroy the enemies of the United States of America in close combat. I am a guardian of freedom and the American way of life. I am an American Soldier.