Tinman's blog: "WATER"

FOR HER TOUCH WAS SO GENTLE AND EMBRACE SO SENSUAL FOREVER IN HER ARMS I MAY STAY BUT ONLY IF MY LOVE DOESNT STRAY I KNOW MY LOVE IS TRUE TO HEART BECAUSE SHE AS UNLOCKED THE LUCKY CHARM MY POEM MY NOT ALL RHYME AND THAT IS NO CRIME BUT WHAT IS A CRIME IS TO LET YOU GO AND I KNOW THAT WILL NOT SHOW A LOVE BUILT OVER TIME AND TEARS SO FAR APART BUT NOT KNOWN FOR YEARS MY LOVE UNLEASHED INTO THE WORLD ONLY TO BE CAUGHT BY YOU THIS LOVE I MUST KNOW, IS IT TRUE TO YOU? FOR I KNOW IT IS TRUE TO ME BUT IN THINE HOUR WHEN I SHALL DIE I KNOW THAT YOU WOULDNT CRY MANY GOOD YEARS WE HAD TOGETHER AND NOW I LAY ON A BED OF FEATHERS ON MY DEATH BED I WHISPER A THOUGHT HOW CAN I EVER REPAY YOU FOR THESE YEARS? YOU GAVE ME LOVE THAT HAD NO END AND IN THE END I ALREADY KNOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS TRUE WHAT THEY SAY THAT LOVE MUST TRUELY GO ON EVEN AFTER DEATH FOR A LOVE THIS STRONG THAT YOU AND I HAVE CANNOT BE TORN APART; NOT EVEN BY DEATH SO WITH THIS LAST BREATH I AM STILL WED, AND OUR LOVE WILL NEVER END!

DRIFTING IN DARKNESS THAT NEVER ENDS WAITING FOR THAT SPECIAL MOMENT GOING THROUGH MY LIFE WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER EASIER WITHOUT EMOTIONS, EASIER WITHOUT YOU BUT WHO AM I KIDDING, WITHOUT YOU I WILL NEVER BE AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT TEARS OF SADNESS AND JOYS OF TRIUMPH FEARS OF FORGETTING, FEARING FEAR ITSELF HOW WILL I MAKE IT THROUGH THESE YEARS AS NOTHING MORE THAN A HUMAN AS NONE LESS THAN PERFECT? FEAR IS A STRONG EMOTION THAT OVERTAKES THE WEAK AND I GUESS I AM WEAK I FEAR FOR YOU, I FEAR FOR ME MOST OF ALL I FEAR FOR MY SOUL SO MANY THINGS GOING WRONG SO MANY THINGS LEFT UNCHANGED BEFORE ONE CAN BEGIN TO HEAL, ONE MUST FORGET BUT I DONT WANT TO FORGET TEARS I MUST SHED TO START MY HEALING ONLY WONDERING WHAT IS IN STORE WHAT WILL BE NEXT? WHO WILL I MEET? WILL I DIE? WILL I THRIVE? SO MANY QUESTIONS NOT HAVING ANSWERS AND ON ONE TO SHARE MY FEELINGS WITH OH LORD PLEASE HELP ME!

HEARTFELT EMOTIONS COMING FROM MY SOUL SPREADING OVER MY TEARS HOW CAN I EVER BE WHAT PEOPLE CALL WHOLE? WHEN I HAVE SUCH FEARS! MY HEART IS LIKE A COAL CORODING OVER THE YEARS MY STOMACH IS NOT FULL BUT I MUST SAY MY CHEERS FOR WHAT WE HAD WAS SO LIKE A MOLD BUT THAT MOLD HAD ITS JEERS MY HEART WILL NEVER BE COLD NOR SHALL IT AS THE END WILL NEAR MY MIND IS CONSTANTLY ON HOLD BUT NOW ITS FREE FOR MY PEERS MY LIFES STORY HAS BEEN FOLDED IN A NEAT FOLD AND TUCKED AWAY FOR MANY MANY YEARS HOPEFULLY I WILL STRIKE GOLD FOR I WILL SUCCEED!

FRAUDULENT THOUGHTS FOR A WEAK MINDED FOOL COMING OUT AS MUMBLED PIECES OF TRASH FOR WHY ARE WE AS A HUMAN SO CRUEL LIVING OUR SIMPLE AND YET COMPLEX LIVES IN A FLASH? SOME WILL BE FOOLS, WHILE OTHERS WILL DROOL ONLY TO WAIT, WAITING FOR THEIR LIVES TO CRASH CRASHING TOGETHER INTO WHAT WAS ONCE A SESS-POOL THAT ONE MAY READ IN A BOOK THAT SITES ON MY DASH PEOPLE MAY THINK THAT MY ACTIONS MIMIC A MALE I HATE TO BE PLAYED FOR A SIMPATHETIC FOOL WHY MUST OUR DAY COME TO A RYTHMATIC HAULT NOT KNOWING WHEN TO START, PLEASE DONT BE MY FAULT MY FAULT FOR NOT CARING ABOUT THE PAST SO MAYBE I AM PART OF THE CAST A CAST THAT HAS A GREAT MASTERMIND WHO HAS NO IDEA HOW TO BE KIND FREE FROM FEMALES WHO FEED ON FOOLISH FRIENDS NOT NOW, NOT THEN, NEVER NEEDING NOURISHMENT FEELING A FREE FORMED HEARTWARMING LOVE DIE IS NOT A DESIRE OF ANY MAN BEATING UP MY MIND; NOT SEEING IT COMING! MY HEART WAS THE ONLY PRECIEVER KNOWING THAT DAY WOULD COME BUT SLOWING THE START WOULDNT STOP THE HEARTBREAK LOVE ONLY LASTS IN LUCID MINDS WHICH MY MIND DEMANDS NOT TO KNOW!

WHAT IS THIS MYSTIC OBJECT THAT IS GREEN? I DONT THINK THAT I'VE EVER SEEN I DONT THINK I'VE EVER SEEN ANYT HING SO WIERD MAYBE ITS KIND OF QUEER SO ROUND AND BUMPY IS ITS TEXTURE I THINK I'LL CALL IT LESTER ITS TASTE IS SO SOUR GIVING ME SOME SORT OF AWSOME POWER I WISH IT ADUE HOPE LESTER DOESNT GET THE FLU MY STOMACH IS DARK AND DREERY MAYBE HE WILL NOT BE FEARING FEARING THE DEPTHS OF HIS LIFE AS A PICKLE

THE PATH IS NARROW WAIT I THINK I SEE A SPARROW WHERE MAY I GO WHICH WAY DOES THAT RIVER FLOW FLYING HIGHER THAN ANY SUPERSTAR CAN I COME INTO THAT BAR DO YOU KJNOW WHAT IS GREAT? KNOWING THAT EVERYTHING SHE DOES IS WONDERFUL!

FLOWING THROUGH THE GROUND SO SLEEK LOOKING KIND OF MEEK THE WATERS COMPASSION IS GREAT BUT NOT AS GREAT AS MINE DECIEVING IS THE OMNIPRESENCE OF THIS SLICK STUFF IT SURE LOOKS KIND OF RUFF SHOULD I TRAVEL THESE RAPIDS I FEAR I THINK I MIGHT SHED A TEAR WONDERING HOW I MIGHT LIVE GOING THROUGH THIS ABYSS WHAT IS THIS SUBSTANCE THAT IS SO DEADLY? ONLY THE SUBSTANCE KNOWN TO EVERY MAN, WATER