i watched the door swing shut on my old life and on you walking through it
i remember watching you come in that door and feeling the smile spread across my face
i begin my new life and wish for someone like you to be apart of me again
things are hard but as time passes it will get easier so they say
now i have to smile on my own terms
terms i have not yet defined
movies we used to watch i now i watch on my own
no one to laugh with but myself
no fun to play a racing game with no one to race against
im getting by ok but i miss you at times
putting the past behind me but never letting it erase i know things will be ok
maybe not now maybe maybe not tomorrow
one day
one day ill find another you to walk through the door and show me that someone out there will love me the way you once did and teach me how to smile again but this time not on my own terms but on terms of happiness i had with you
