im here and im lost. no matter how hard i try everything fails seems no one understands my pain. no one understands how i feel. whats going on in my mind. how do u let go pain thats always been there and its like every corner that i turn theres more pain and more hurt waiting on me
and its hard cause all i want is for someone to understand me is for someone to look at me and tell me they care or tell me everything is gonna be ok and mean it. i wont that true happiness. tired of fakin all the smiles all the laughes. all i want is for the way it used to be i wont everything to go in rewind maybe just maybe i could fix things just maybe i can be stronger question is can i do it? but its hard. sometimes u want this but u get this and what u get is not what u want and yea i understand u gotta take what u get but somepeople deserve a break and i am sure not gettin that break. theres was a moment were i thought everything was gonna be alright but then that shattered its like i get past square one just to get pushed all the way back again
