Misha's blog: "My Peoms"

Betrayed lost and alone my heart stabbed with a rusty blade that has dulled
 edged only to have it ripped from my chest and tossed about like a rag doll,
and laughed at enchoed in my ears ashamed to love with compassion and wondering
if love is for real or if it is a game most play with instead of a feeling.Most
just use it to get what they wantnot caring who they hurt making use feel powerless
 to them making us ask are selves ( Do they know what love is ?)(Did they even love me ?)
 Most of us have felt it only few give up on the love quest leaving a cold and empty feeling
 in are hearts where once a warm feeling was there,Only time will tell if are loved ones will
 be there the people that could have hurt you could be a Bf/Gf,Wife/Husband,Family,Childern
this is what I know the pain and disapear of reaching out only to find no one there .But to
me I have found one man that is always there even tho I may not see him I know in my heart
he is right there and will not hold me under but will help me up and brush me off and will
love with no strings and that is my father GOD he will take my pain and heartach an wash my
 sins away.And when I am ready he will show me my loved one who will make me whole once again
 I wait with open arm's and will love without no walls and let everyone feel the love in my
heart with every ounce of compassion so they can see how being loved truely feels and everytime
 I shall fall I will welcome the pain with open arm's ( Cause it shows me I am ALIVE).