In Loving Memory of my uncle, Vernon Ingram of Irvine, Kentucky.
My uncle was like a dad to me, after my dad passed away 2 years ago my dad's brother was the only person I could turn to for anything. I guess when you really think you have so great, for me I didnt. Dont let the pretty face or my career get ya and say that well look at her and how gorgeous she is any man would be honored to have her.
Well I'm not as strong as I look. I have battled cancer and a child all rolled in one.
My uncle taught me to never fall in love unless I knew right then he was the one to care for me, to accept God, to always follow my heart, never mixed lust for love.
It really hurts to know now he was right. I have someone in my life that I care about that I love and someday want to marry.
It hurts to know now that he is gone and my heart has taken a different turn.
I know in my heart he is in a better place and God will take care of him.
My pain in my heart and the memories I carry around everyday. I turned to God last night and thanked him for giving me my last words with him. The doctors kept him on life support just long enough for me to get there, I held his hand as I cried, I told him that I loved him so much and I didnt want him to leave me. But I knew he was weak and wasn't going to last very much longer.
So as he grasped. I told the doctor's to release the life support. And let him go freely. He squeezed my hand and a tear rolled down his face.
The room was quite and the machine went flat line. But just for that moment I knew I had to be strong. Thank you to all my friends on here, I will keep your prayers in my heart.
