I hate how much I dont give a shit about almost anything....
I havnt given a shit about much my whole life and it has been like that for so long that....I dont even know how to change it anymore.....
I wish so much that I cared more, I wish that I could change the way I feel and Im sure that I can change but I dont give enough of a shit to try to change
I should probably be taking some depression meds
I dont even know why I am depressed....
kinda sucks
I hate it
I hate how I feel
I think it would be wonderful to just be able to be me without crying all the time and getting upset all the time
I don't know....if you read this, cool, if not its whatever
I just wish so much that I was different and gave a shit
