Still dealing with the death of my grandpa. he died this past mothers day, which made it kinda harder. in a way it seems that noone really understands, they[ being my friends] still expect me to act my normal up beat self. which i usually do in tough situations. and as they all know Death is no stranger in my family, this past year my family has lost three good members... its a lot to take on. and it seems when i need my friends the most there not really there. maybe its because i do not appear needy or vonerabal, but in all honesty i am. it would be nice for some confort evey now in then..
-Nc.
