If your actually taking some of your spare time to read this My name is Vanessa, I am 21 years old, living in El Paso, TX at the moment, hoping to get out as soon as possible and go to Alaska wit my family. I am now married to my soldier a great and wonderful man named DJ as of Feb. 19,2008. We have a 18 month old little boy named Quinton, and a lil gurl named Mya who is now 9 months old i love my family to death... Yea there's alot of hatin hoes out there that don't wanna see us happy but for the record bitches I don't think we could be any happier. This has been a dream come tru and a whole turn around in my life.. I am a very spoiled wife, Well okay I'm not spoiled I deserve all the stuff I get... LOL. Baby if your reading this I want you to kno I have lived for a long time, responsible for and dependent upon no one, answering to no one and committed to no one except myself. During this period of my life, I considered the world mine for the taking and truly believed that I was living life to the fullest. Then, you came into the picture, and all of a sudden, I realized that I was deceiving myself. I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found that love and along with it, the one person who can make my life truly complete including my kids. You are that person, that for a long time now I have somehow fallen in love with you. To be honest, I never thought I would ever utter those words, but now, they come forth effortlessly and with great sincerity. I'll be forever grateful to you for showing me just how shallow my life was and how important I really am. You should me many things I never thought I'd ever find out and I want to Thank you for everything youhave done for me. I love you Dj wit all my heart and soul and don't you ever forget that MUAA!!!¢¾¢¾ I also wanna leave something clear to all those hatin people just because you've seen me around or because I know one of your homies don¡¯t mean you know me¡¦ Why is that??? Because ain¡¯t no body know me¡¦ For those people that don't know me here's something for the record... I¡¯m myself and no matter what I do I will never change, people tell me that once you began to grow up eventually you'll be FORCED to change, yet I know for a fact I won't... I am define as a smart young gurl... Therefore, I create my own rules¡¦ I¡¯ll know when to act a fool and when to act mature¡¦ I¡¯m only 21, but if I was to have a serious conversation with you, you¡¯ll be like dang I like this gurl already¡¦ I ain¡¯t gotta be sporting no ECHO, BABY PHAT etc¡¦ to be lookin fly¡¦ I stay flashy and with money in both of my pockets¡¦ I dress to impress, but I ain¡¯t gotta impress you¡¦ I¡¯m impressin myself¡¦ it might sound like I¡¯m all about myself and shit, but it ain¡¯t even like that¡¦ if u think I¡¯m conceited¡¦ think again¡¦ because that word ain¡¯t even in my vocabulary, I will only make an acceptation for those groupie hoe¡¯s¡¦ and take this into consideration if you ugly you ugly, if u pretty then you where blessed¡¦ but when you try your best to do your make up to cover your nasty ass pimples¡¦ dang you are really fucked now ain¡¯t cha? A natural and unique gurl should be every mans dream¡¦ Although, guy¡¯s just go for the looks¡¦ but when the gurl brakes there hearts now they decide to hate every gurl on earth¡¦ and judge them like there previous girlfriends ¡¦ so now you know a lil bout me¡¦ is not like I¡¯m trying to prove a point because I really ain¡¯t¡¦ I just wanna show a lil something to those illiterates, that think they all that and bag of chips....
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