Dark Wolf's blog: "vampire lover"

living in grievance,

to all that is near,

feeling rememberance,

for the past that was dear.

 

forever longing,

but never to disapear,

a love that is lost now,

for all that is here.

 

never knowing,

the times of the past,

hoping the fear,

is never to last.

now as i sit here,

crying in pain,

i stare out my window,

at the falling rain.

 

hoping and praying,

for dawns early light,

knowing of nothing,

but the darkness of night.

I look out my window, as I sit in my room, The rain falls faster, and reminds me of gloom. I hear a noise in the shadows, and I know that it's he, My vampire lover, is returning to me. As I walk to his side, his intentions are clear, He walks over to my bed, and tells me to come here. I gladly walk over, and lay on my bed, As he tells me onve more, to tilt my head. I close my eyes, at the feel of his touch, I feel his fangs dig in deeper, and enjoy it so much. I awake once again, in the dead of night, Searching once more, for the brightness of light. I sit up in my bed, and just as before, My body is icy, my neck is so sore. I take my hand out my pocket, and feel my neck like before, The holes have gotten deeper, by much, much more. Once again, I look in a mirror, Searching for some sign, that my soul is still there. I stare blindly into the mirror, for a moment or two, Knowing for sure now, that it must be true. I must be a vampire, though I don't want to admit that it's true, My vampire lover, it's all thanks to you.

sitting in my bed chamber,

all alone in the night,

looking and praying,

to find me some light.

 

staring into the darkness,

i see something there,

looking so blindly,

at the figure so fair.

 

when i blink my eyes,

i feel the despair,

lonely a feeling,

a deepening stare.

 

finally i awake,

to the hour of dawn,

looking around,

my soul to be drawn.

 

i sit up in the bed,

my body of ice,

i feel to my neck,

the holes deep and nice.

 

then comes the rememberance,

of the night before,

thy fangs in my shoulder,

my neck to be sore.

 

then as i wonder,

i pull out my mirror,

i look deep inside,

but my reflections not there.

 

i lift up further,

to stand on my feet,

look in the bath mirror,

with only defeat.

 

wondering wildly,

what happened to me,

thinking and pondering,

oh, how could this be!

 

now i sit in the darkness,

never to know,

the feeling of sunshine,

never to glow.

 

a vamp must have got me,

oh what a thought,

i never thought someday,

i'ld be the one to get caught.

 

now i surrender,

with a sigh oh so deep,

to my vampire lover,

As i bow at his seat.