Nightstalker's blog: "Well i'm back again"

Yesterday i had a great day. But then i did what i do best i ruined a good friendship because my feelings towards this person got the best of me. It happens every damn time i'm friends with a girl. The more time we spend together the more i want to spend time with her. BUT there's a major problem she's married and has made quite clear that she thought of me as a big brother Now she probably don't think of me at all. There is no one to blame but me. I took something she said to heart and blew it out of porporation. And well as they say words were exchanged which i regret saying now. You can't change the past can you? it would be nice if we could just think of the stupid things we have done or said to someone we really care about. Only time will tell if we could ever be friends again. I highly doubt it...:(