Well there isnt much to tell you that most of you already know about me..

I was recently dumped by a man who I thought was mister right and that was just 4 months ago and it made think and wonder if I will ever find mister right or will be alone and unhappy for the rest of my life.

It makes it hard for me to trust men with my heart since I have been used, physically and mentally abused, raped and lied to and cheated on.

I am a soon to be grandmother and 39 years old. I have blue eyes, blonde hair,5'8...

I am very caring and have a big heart and very out going.

I love music and dancing (dirty), my favorite music is from the 60's,70's and mostly 80's.I love harleys,swimming,camping,fishing,softball,volleyball,walking on the beach in the moonlight,very romantic and passionate.

People say that I am fun to be around with cause I make them laugh...

I am not a shy person but I do say what is on my mind.

I have been sick alot lately cause I have type 2 diabetes and it is hard for me to stay well but I do try and for those of you who understand when I am sick....THANK YOU...and I will be in touch with all of you who wish to talk....

I am not always here but I try to be and just to let you know I am not a one night stand person and sometimes talking about sex is ok but not all the time...thank you for reading all of this and understanding.....

well I guess getting dumped by man number 3 doesnt stop there...any one else want a shot at dumping me??? come right on.....

I have to be honest with all of you I am married in real life but I am not happy my husband sleeps on the couch, we havent had sex for 3 years, he never tells me he loves me, never takes me any where for our aniversary or anything, not even for my birthday, it is like I am his room mate not his wife....so to me I am single or married but looking for someone who wants me for me and who will treat me like I should be treated....but right now I feel like dirt....or trash.....I really thought I found mister right when I met someone special to me but I guess I was wrong....and I am tired of being hurt anymore.....if you want just sex then just keep moving on cause I want more....

I AM SORRY CAJUN DON I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT YOU

I WANT TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT MY SURGERY HAD TO BE RESCHEDULED BECAUSE I HAVE AN INFECTION BUT I WILL LET ALL OF YOU KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE AND THANK YOU ALL FOR STICKING AROUND FOR ME.......SO I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU ALL WOULDNT DROP ME AS A FRIEND IF I AM NOT ON HERE....THANK YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR STICKING AROUND AS MY FRIENDS...I ALSO WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT MY INTERNET IS DOWN TIL I PAY THE BILL BUT I WILL BE BACK AS SOON AS I CAN AND THANK YOU ALL FOR STICKING AROUND FOR ME...LOVE YOU ALL KISSES