Well there isnt much to tell you that most of you already know about me..

I was recently dumped by a man who I thought was mister right and that was just 4 months ago and it made think and wonder if I will ever find mister right or will be alone and unhappy for the rest of my life.

It makes it hard for me to trust men with my heart since I have been used, physically and mentally abused, raped and lied to and cheated on.

I am a soon to be grandmother and 39 years old. I have blue eyes, blonde hair,5'8...

I am very caring and have a big heart and very out going.

I love music and dancing (dirty), my favorite music is from the 60's,70's and mostly 80's.I love harleys,swimming,camping,fishing,softball,volleyball,walking on the beach in the moonlight,very romantic and passionate.

People say that I am fun to be around with cause I make them laugh...

I am not a shy person but I do say what is on my mind.

I have been sick alot lately cause I have type 2 diabetes and it is hard for me to stay well but I do try and for those of you who understand when I am sick....THANK YOU...and I will be in touch with all of you who wish to talk....

I am not always here but I try to be and just to let you know I am not a one night stand person and sometimes talking about sex is ok but not all the time...thank you for reading all of this and understanding.....

well I guess getting dumped by man number 3 doesnt stop there...any one else want a shot at dumping me??? come right on.....

I have to be honest with all of you I am married in real life but I am not happy my husband sleeps on the couch, we havent had sex for 3 years, he never tells me he loves me, never takes me any where for our aniversary or anything, not even for my birthday, it is like I am his room mate not his wife....so to me I am single or married but looking for someone who wants me for me and who will treat me like I should be treated....but right now I feel like dirt....or trash.....I really thought I found mister right when I met someone special to me but I guess I was wrong....and I am tired of being hurt anymore.....if you want just sex then just keep moving on cause I want more....

I AM SORRY DR.LOVE I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT YOU

I AM SORRY FOR NOT BEING ON IN A WHILE BUT I GOT REAL SICK AFTER MY SURGERY AND HAVE BEEN IN AND OUT OF HOSPITALS SINCE THEN, THE DOCTORS ARE NOT SURE WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY HEART BUT HAVE DONE A LOT OF TESTS AND I AM ALSO HAVING PROBLEMS WITH MY STOMACH TO THE POINT THAT TWICE NOW I HAVE BEEN THROWING UP BLOOD. THE DOCTOR IS GOING TO DO A SCOPE ON ME ON THE 18TH TO SEE IF I HAVE AN ULCER OR IF THERE IS SOMETHING ELSE WRONG AND THE PROBLEM WITH MY HEART IS A VALVE IS PARACHUTING OUT INSTEAD OF OPENING UP LIKE IT IS SUPPOSE TO BUT IT EVENTUALLY DOES SO THE DOCTORS ARE NOT TOO CONCERNED ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW...

I DO WANT TO SERIOUSLY THANK ALL OF YOU FOR STICKING AROUND FOR ME AND TO KNOW THAT SLOWLY I WILL BE BACK, I JUST STILL NEED TIME TO HEAL...I WILL HAVE PICTURES OF THE SCARES ON MY NECK WHEN I GET THE CHANCE SO YOU ALL WONT THINK I MADE ALL THIS UP....

I LOVE AND MISS ALL OF YOU, MY DEAR SWEET FRIENDS...

I WANT TO APPOLOGIZE TO ALL OF YOU FOR NOT BEING ON MUCH LATELY, BUT I HAVE BEEN TAKING ALOT OF MEDS THAT MAKE ME SLEEPY AND I HAVE BEEN HAVING ALOT OF TEST DONE ON MY STOMACH, IN FACT I HAVE TO HAVE ANOTHER SCOPE DONE AGAIN THIS COMING UP FRIDAY, THEY THINK I HAVE AN ANURISUM WHICH CAN KILL YOU IF YOU DONT TAKE CARE OF IT RIGHT A WAY, I MISS ALL OF YOU AND I THINK ABOUT ALL OF YOU WITH MY HEART AND SOUL....LOVE, HUGS AND KISSES

SORRY THAT I HAVENT BEEN ON LATELY BUT I JUST GOT OUT THE HOSPITAL AFTER BEING IN THERE FOR A WEEK...I HAVE IRRITABLE BOWL SYNDROME...WHICH MADE ME REAL SICK...BUT I AM BACK NOW I HOPE...BUT I HAVE A SPECIAL REQUEST TO ASK ALL OF YOU...INCASE YOU HAVENT SEEN IT ON THE NATIONAL NEWS OR ANYTHING WE HAD ALOT OF WILDFIRES HERE IN OKLAHOMA TO THE POINT THAT THOUSANDS OF RURAL AREAS HAVE BEEN BADLY BURNED TODAY AND OVER ONE HUNDRED OR MORE HOMES HAVE BEEN LOST BUT NO ONE WAS KILLED BUT A FIRE FIGHTER WAS BADLY BURNED TRYING TO PUT OUT THE FIRES...WE ARE TOLD THAT THESE FIRES WILL CONTINUE TO BURN OVER NIGHT...I WOULD LIKE IT ALOT IF ALL OF YOU...MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO PRAY FOR THOSE WHOSE HOMES ARE LOST TO HELP THEM THREW THIS DISASTER...THANK YOU

I JUST WANTED TO LET ALL OF YOU KNOW THAT ME AND MY FAMILY ARE OK AFTER THE STORMS THAT WE HAD LAST NIGHT, BUT UNFORTUNATELY WE ARE UNDER THE GUN AGAIN TODAY....THE CITY OF ENID HAS A LOT OF DAMAGE FROM AND F2 THAT JUST MISSED MY MOMS HOUSE BUT WE HAD HAIL THE SIZE OF GOLF BALLS IF NOT BASEBALLS...FAIRVIEW IS FLOODED AND WE HAVE ALOT OF DAMAGE AS WELL AND IT IS NOT GOING TO GET ANY BETTER TIL THIS IS OVER.....BUT THANK YOU ALL FOR CARING....

THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION SO PLEASE HELP OUT A FRIEND THE MINIMUM IS 200K...THANK YOU ALL AND I AM GIVING A PRIVATE CAM DANCE AND FREE DRINKS ON ME FOR A MONTH...
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