One confused as hell redneck's blog: "updates on life"

We are moving on base tommorrow as usual I have done ALL the packing myself. fucking lazy ass men, lol. Oh well.

well tommorrow at 1221 I will offically be the big 30. looking back I know I have made mistakes and I have made good choices. my beautiful kids, my loving husband, all my family and friends. not forgetting all my great guy friends. Lars, JAred, JOsh, and so many more you all have been so awesome, you have kept my moral high when life was sucking so majorly. So looking back i might change one or two things but over all I think I will be looking foward to the next 30 years. At 30 you start to think I need to calm down a bit and maybe not drink as much as I did in my early 20's but hell this redneck woman aint quiet ready to give up her jack black or her everclear. So turning 30 hell its just the new 20, lol although my kids are getting taller ( one taller than me) and they are getting more independent and dont need mommay as much I still hope that after everything I am still needed and wanted. So yeah the Oklahoma dixie redneck is turning 30 .

well lets see i'm still totally confused by men some are toal sweethearts and some are just plain assholes but seems like the swethearts are outnumbering the assholes right now.The ex is out of his mind in thinking i can just let go of certain discrepencies. I have been through way too much in my life to let what has occured go just at a split secnd. i think i had the right idea before i met him to just concentrate on me and my kids.