nInjA KittY's blog: "untitled"

here i lay in this little box a mind you may call it but its covered with locks i cannot escape from this prison i've made the dark is so sharp like the edge of my blademy eyes are like twilight and i cannot see the evil force penetrating the brain inside me my nerves are shot, my soul is but lost and what did i do to earn this strong cost? on my lampshade hangs a momento from an old friend the one who i loved and would always defend but now his back is turned and mine is as well so i go alone to face my own hell the darkness consumes me like a fiery blaze my mind will not rest til he comes back my way but i am lost with nowhere to turn no directions to get me to where i that i yearn here i lay in my little box bury me in black dont forget my warm socks its cold where i go and i will be alone here in my head the place i call home... ~friend~

to whom it may concern i've got nothing left to say im just a bit confused a little more everyday its not to say im sorry or try to reason why i just had to say my bit and then i'll say goodbye for longer than a decade ive been bentup inside and when i think i'll straighten up more problems do i find the poeple i call friends are few to me indeed but at least i have a few to call on when i am in need i guess im trying to explain what you can now forsee my closest friend to me isnt even me i suppose its true what they say about how we judge ourselves but then again i like to think better than me than someone else so today i begin my journey down the beaten path and see whats in store for me im sure i'll have a laugh if laughter is the brightest side to this life i have to live i guess i cant complain too much for than its me who has to give so for you who sits and reads this i bid you an adoue so long, farewell, goodbye i'll see you sometime soon... ~friend~