December 13th, 2005
Why did you have to take them away from me?
Why didnt you even let them have a chance to live?
Are my unborn children not good enough for this world?
Are you affraid of what they could've been?
Why them, why not me?
I've been longing to die since I was 14,
Why couldn't you take me?
I'm nothing special.
I'm not a fucking God,
I'm just a lost soul who will never,
Forgive you for what you've done.
Was taking everyone I loved away,
From me not good enough?
You had to take my twins aswell.
You want people to forgive one another,
But after all this how could anyone,
Forgive you?
I just want to drink myself to death,
To be with my children,
Take me now!
Strike me dow so I don't,
Feel empty and worthless.
Make me have the strength to take my life,
It's not worth living for anyway,
You've taken all that I loved dearly,
Eeveryone I love you just yank from me,
So now it's my turn,
Yank me from this shit whole!
Take my life away,
Take the pain back that you've caused.
Take me and leave everything be.
Stop causing the pain YOU dont want to have to bare.
Take my life tonight and let me be free
Let me be with my children
by: Malissa M. Watkins
