ELF's blog: "un-named"

I walked right by her

Never even saw her

She was standing there

With her long brown hair

She called out my name

And I stopped

Turned around to look

And my jaw dropped

Like a moment frozen in time

I had told her she'd always be mine

And when her eyes lit up

I started to cry

She's the one I'd wanted

All of my life

The girl of my dreams had came back

I knew right then

Like I know right now

That I'd always loved her

So the time was now

I touched her hand

And then her face

And it felt like

My heart was racing towards outer space

My one and only and forever, true love

So many locks on my heart

And you hold the key

Only one perfectly fits

It's named honesty

If you just open it up

You would know how I feel

How much I truly love you

This could be so real

But you just walked away smiling

Laughing as you go

You had that light, in your eyes

Like you already know

So why does it have to be so hard

For me to open up

It would just be easier

If I could tell you with one touch

But you won't let me in

You don't want to hurt again

I promise you darling

I'm not like him

Because, you're my best friend.....

I wear my heart on my sleeve

But you would never know

As you walked out the door

You just kept saying no

You'd had it up to here

And you were done

I cried out to you

And all you did was run

You never looked back, you never thought twice

And it didn't matter that you were the best thing in my life

You just kept runnin' and you didn't want  no more

I dropped to my knees and my heart hit the floor

Oh what did I ever do to

To lose you

I never meant those words

I didn't want to hurt you

But I said them anyway

Because I was hurt

I know I broke your heart

And that just makes it worse

But I'll always love you

Do everything for you

Carry your heart in my pocket

Because I'll always adore you

I can't take it back

I can't make this right

Even if you can't forgive meI

'll love you for the rest of my life

There will only ever be you......

Goodbye

Was the last thing you said to me

No why

A million reasons without a word

You walked out and never looked back

I tried so hard just to hate you

In tears is how you left me

Ripped my heart out after all we've been through

You can't see

What you mean to me

I'm so broken

Not another that completes me

Why did it have to be this way

Why did you just walk away

How could this be

You were my everything

Long gone

I've tried so hard just to move on

It hurts

When I think back to the memories

Every time I see you now

The tears stream down my face

My mind starts to race again

And think about what I did wrong

I miss you so much

Just want to feel your touch

The taste of your kiss

So many things i miss

Why did it have to be this way

Why did you just walk away

How could this be

You were my everything

I won't go on

My fingers runs across the trigger

It won't be long

I'll soon end this anger

Then a hand reaches out

There's a voice in my ear

I vaguely remember those words

Even though I'd heard them for years

As I  look up

t all comes back to me

To see your face

It's no longer a memory

Why did it have to be this way

Why did you just walk away

How could this be

You were my everything

Guess it did'nt end this way

This is a new day

I understand now how it could be

You are my everything

So glad I can finally see

You're still my everything