Ok, I may just be out of it or somthing.
But well heres another of my rants.
Yes I know I rant alot.
Get Over it.
I am lonely.
I really Liked a guy.
But I know I stand no chance because I am sick.
I am really shy when it comes to telling
someone I like them.
I can't help it.
I was Always the geek in school, so yeah It
scares me to get turned down.
It takes me right back to my past.
Plus I am scared to be with anyone,
Lately I have gotten sicker
I mean this is the sickness I have been.
I hardly am able to get out of bed.
Well needless to say it sucks
But yeah back to the rant.
I just don't want to get with someone
for the fear of me getting so sick
that I just mite pass...Ummm....Away...
I just don't want to leave someone with that
Kinda heart brake
But on the other hand.
I don't want to die alone.
I wanna feel love again if that happens.
But I don't want someone to be with me
Out of pitty...Then it is meaningless...
Then I die with a unreal love.
Witch is not cool...
I don't know..But maybe you guys,
can help me understand or give me some hope.
I am running short of that.
I never have before...
I guess I just Wanna Feel Somthing
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