I had a bad day. That now i'm sitting here crying. My boyfriend thinks i don't trust and i do. I have just been hurt really bad in my past. He thinks he knows all of me and i'm to say this no he doesnt.I want to tell him all but i'm afraid i will lose him if he knew everything that has happened in my life. I don't want to lose him i love him so much but i dont know how he will take all of my past if he knew. I wish i could just tell him and he would understand.One day soon i will tell him and i hope he understands how i feel and that i don't want to lose him. And that i do trust him its just how i am.
