When you think of true love, you really think of that one person that just totally completes you no matter what and that is great, but in the end we all have our own meaning of what true love is to us. For me I once thought before that I was so madly and deeply in love with this guy, that he was my life and everything to me. But after so many years of going through everything that I went through with him, my eyes had finally opened up and I saw that it was not true love. I was so careful not to open my heart up again to anyone, but someone just came right in and tore the walls down so fast, someone that I never thought would hurt me and in the end, he ended up breaking my heart into pieces as well.
During all of this I was talking with someone who was always there for me, through everything from the beginning of everything going wrong with Chris and I, to everything going wrong with Justin and I. He slowly, but ever so gently, took the pieces of my broken heart and molded them back together. During all of that I told myself that I was not going to love again, I couldn't put myself through all of that heartache and pain. But even when I was still building walls upon my heart, he was able to slowly take them down as well.
After awhile I finally started to realize that I was madly in love with him and I just knew that he was the one for me. When we were together, he just had this way of making me feel so safe and comfortable. He opened my eyes to something new, something wonderful!!! I never thought that I was ever going to love again and honestly I didn't want to love again. I didn't want to be put through all of that heartache and pain. But there was something about him I just knew that he was the one, he was the one I was meant to be with, he was the one that I was meant to spend the rest of my life with.
As silly as this may sound, I am actually really happy that his ex screwed up the relationship lol because then I wouldn't have the most perfect husband. Yeah we have our fights, we get on each others nerves, we know how to push each other's buttons, but come on now, what perfect couple doesn't?? I am so madly in love with my husband and I always will be in love with my husband. This last year Neil and I have had our relationship tested over and over and over and yet in the end, we still end up in each others arms!!! I love my husband and I will always love my husband. He is my world, my life, my everything!! I am so happy to be in love with him!!!
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