Ladybug's blog: "Triple Negative "

Yesterday I felt pretty good, Today not so much,   Why is it every ach or pain i have ,,, my first thought has it spread?  back in 08 i fell of a horse and hurt my back, swollen for 9months, i now have arthiritis in my lower back, but my pain in in my upper back around the kidney area... 

July 15th, 

was just reading more on this subject and came to relize there are 4 stage of this illness,   And i am praying i am not on stage 4, Please lord put your healing hands on me..... I go in tommorrow and hopefully i will have more information... 

July 30 2014

Well an update on my cancer:   I really don't have much Ive had my MRI 24th of july, got a call on Saturday from my surgon asking me to come in the office on Monday 28th, he didn't have much to say due to the fact that the radilologest had not yet read my MRI He couldn't tell me anything... I left the office feeling depressed of the not knowing,   his office did call me back later that day telling me my surgery is on the 12th.... and that the board of doctors will be meeting Wednesday(today) to disccuss my case and that he will be calling me...while i was in the office looking at the MRI, I noticed somthing unsually an asked what it was,  told me it was my liver and that i had a cyst on it, can you really tell if its a cyst on an MRI???    So now I am worried about that..... thats it for now.... will update more after the call  

July 31, 2014

I saw the oncologist at the cancer clinic, they have decieded to hold on my surgery an imedicatly start chemo which will start monday the Aug 4th,  during now and then they want to get a bone scane and MRI , and a biopsy on my right underarm of my Lymph node.  he didn't hold anything back I am in a very serious condition being my cancer is moving fast!!   if it has moved past the lymph nodes as long as  it hasn't gotten in to an organ it stll a chance....   my thoughts on all this.... I beleive in the Lord and I am praying for a healing from his hand!!!!   I would not ask this on anyone to go thrugh!!   I am still a very young beautiful women, and in the next few days I am going to be the sickest I have evver been!!      I am going in today for a CT scan and a MRI of my brain today, then tomorrow is my bone scan along.... just received that call 

Aug 1, 2014

I didn't have my CT scan or the MRI yesterday, my primary doctor pushed the insurance company to approve for a PET scan which is sceduled for today. This is one scary life adventure ,  its like everyday i feel a new pain arrise and I am just praying its all in my head and not a physical thing.  Like yesterday my doctor asked if my stomach hurt, told him no,  Now this morning i woke up with cramping in my stomach... I have the most evasive type of cancer that moves fast!!   I turly have to leave it up to God... I am still going to fight, but also put my faith in him to stop this mighty illness !!!   I am having a very emotional day,  I have things that need to be taken care of so that i can just concentrate on my health....   And God.... 

Aug 8t, 2014,

I had my PET Scan on friday My Cancer is called a Triple Negative and only about 20% of women get this type if cancer I am a Stage 2, Dont I feel lucky!!   (not) ,  and on Monday the 4th I had my first chemo with 2 very powerful drugs, My chemo is every 2 weeks for 4 weeks and then another session of 1's a week for 12 weeks,That is a total of 6 months of chemo treatments!!   Today i go in to have an ultrasound biopsy on my lymph node my breast and  arm pit is feeling pain, and i now its all in my head... wish it would stop!!!!! , , My thoughts are so over the top today....

Aug 19th 2014

Last Week Friday the 15 I had an Echo Cardiogram on my heart, Good news my heart is just fine. Yesterday I went in for my round 2 of  Chemo treatment,  I am responding well to chemo, my tumor has srunk in size from a  2 1//2 cenitimeteres down to a 1, my doctor want to keep me on my sceduled  treatment,  as long as i don't get anxity attack (stressed out) I am doing really well,   My hair is now starting to fall out.   My biopsy on my lymph node did come back positive of cancer that was done on the 8th of augest.

Righ now the only thing that is putting me in anxity is not having any income to support me and pay my medicial bills,  Which are starting to come in ... If  you are reading this and would like to help... I have a GOFUNDME ACCOUNT, anything will help big or small and all would be greatly appreciative!!!    THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!   

 Here IS THE LINK:   http://www.gofundme.com/Lannas-Cancer-Fund

Aug 25th 2014

This morning i had a MRI of my brain done, Good new my brain is cancer free!!   What the doctor told me today, was that my white blood count was down, and to keep a low profile so that i don't get sick, my tumor has shrunk down to a pea size ... and he didn't feel the lymph node at all.  I am experinacing confusion my brain dosent want to fuction like iam used to and it is some what frastraing for me.  and i am very tired ... i had aske him if i was able to go back to work, and he told me no, not yet, wants me to finish up on this first set of chemo which is another 5 weeks ... and then discuss maby going back.   the hard part about all this is the financial side of it all... I am doing all i can to save money , I am also helping my next door neighbors which they are paying me... but its not even enough to pay my mortgage.  Leaving it all in Gods Hands!!     If you have read this and would like to help... 

 Here IS THE LINK:   http://www.gofundme.com/Lannas-Cancer-Fund   , just copy and paste...

Thanks for reading... 

Sept 2, 2014

Had my 3rd Chemo treatment ....Hot flashes are getting worse, and I still get extrem Headaches , and I can't seem to focus on things ..short and sweet,  I didn't see the doctor, don't see him till the 8th,   and I feel like i am catching a cold.. 

Sept 8, 2014,

 Today was one of the most stessfull days ive had...Have a good support system.... my stess level at home is not what anyone needs... if you have family members on pain med... keep them at a distance....  

Oct 5, 2014

I start the next section  of my chemo tomorrow it is 12 weeks once a week of treatment with 2 different types of chemo, I had a new  mamorgram done last week, hopefully it will be good news .... the last set of chemo took me 3 weeks to recover at my last visit my doctor told me that the turmor hasn't grown but it hasn't gotten  any smaller either... hot flashes are worse and very weak in the legs and tired all the time while i can't sleep... makes it even harder to feel good... still having pain in my brest... my nails have turned color , and Having chemo brain is very diffecutl to deal with.... my speach has been effected along with my ability to rember things... If you have a family or freind going thourgh chemo please be support of this is not an easy road to travel.... 

Nov 8th 2015

Its been a year since ive posted, I have finshed all my treatments chemo/radiation , an in Januanry I had a double masectomey which means both breast have been removed, my resconstruion was started, and expanders and Aug Implants put in, they are still not right and, still need more surgery, some of the effects fo the chemo is bother ing me.... I have gotten to the point where being aound people or groups make me nervous will add on to this later.....

July 10th,  

Just notes for myself an others who want to view, yesterday i made an appointment with my doctor, I found a lump about the size of a golf ball on my breast. also its very sore.  he immediatly had me go have a mammograhm done with an ultra sound.