Papercut Kisses's blog: "w/e"

Is Dec 8th/2009.

Is Tuesday.

Is post to snow.

IS the day I get to stand up to a monster and punish him for all the days he had me scared,made me think less of myself,made me think I was a horrible mother and a worthless human being altogther,for abusing me both mentally and physically.ALso for stealing my car.

Is a day I have been excited for but yet dreaded for the past year an a half.

Is the begining of (well hopfully) non restless sleeps.

Is the first day of the rest of my life.

I thank all the ones that for the past year(or well over...like Robyn) that has been my sholder,my rock and inspiration to not fold under pressure thru out this whole ordeal.

I feel like I will be breaking my oldest heart..because no matter what has happend between his father and I(he was never much of a anything to my youngest son) he has always looked up to him and I know will miss him greatly.

I just pray he will grow to understand.

I feel like throwing up just writing this out.

whatever.

Later days.