you never know if you push something too far...its hard to test peoples boundaries and when it comes to certian forms of communication a lot of guesswork is involved and the level that some one can place you on...can sometimes be a lot different then the plane you thought you were at. Or intended to be at for that matter. You end up looking like a whole nother person. Or if in fact you don't and whoever dosent know what the fuck your talking about, then you sat there a doubted the smoothness of the situation to begin with. Fuck. All I am is me, and without being able to say so much to a person I hardly know, its akward to feel out the workings of say calls? I mean you dont wanna come off as desperate cause ya know that its cool how it is now. THere's no need to make anything happen cause I go with the flow...but damn if it isent cool talking to em' Life gets away from me so often it makes me wonder if I really even had it to begin with. I say screw it! If it works it works if it don't it wasent meant to no big fucking deal seriously. Some times I fucking hate being a girl whos a pothead and thinks about herself and shit way to fucking much I'm too criticle and I just can't stop sometimes damn. Its cool cause I really beleive in karma and the world and the love in it weither or not it be mine at the moment who gives a shit people are cool and new friends in this huge world are even better it dosent always have to be akward damn see it I just talk shit out it works ha go figure
