CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Today"

Damn I hate being so optimistic! Today is the day that I start my second job. I did drop my hours down at the one job from Sun- Wed. This new job I will be working Thur-Mon, so on Monday I will be working 2 shifts. The reason I stated that I hate being so optimistic is that it feels like I will never have time to see Rudi on those days off. When he called me yesterday he did state that it wont be much longer until I am back over there with him in Germany which now is 5-6 weeks. I haven't been looking at it in a weekly basis I have been one that has been for the majority of the past two months have been counting the days not the months or the weeks. Just being able to be back there is going to be a DREAM come true. He is everything I have ever wanted in a person...........Well wish me luck on this new job, I did make it so I do have tomorrow off but then when Sunday rolls around I will be working 7 days a week =) I need the mind set that I can do this, I am tough....