ok...so here's another one of my rants...and its only cuz I wasn't allowed the chance to defend myself and my friends...I'm sick and tired of people actin like they know me when they don't...you only know what I chose to tell you...that doesn't mean you know shit about me and my friends...that doesn't mean you know shit about my life...why attack me when I stuck up for you? yes I understand that when you're hurt you tend to lash out at people...but wtf was the point in making peace with me just to turn around and twist the knife that you had already plunged into my back several times before...then again...wtf was the point in me giving you yet another chance to do so...I gave you the benefit of the doubt...I believed that you were sincere this time...I should have known better...that's why you wouldn't tell her to contact me when I asked you to...you didn't want me and her to become friends again...and the second I did...well...I became the enemy again...yes alot of stuff happened...and yes we all said things to hurt each other...but when the time came to make peace that should have been the end of it...instead of dragging up old hurts...and trying to destroy things all over again...just cuz you lost doesn't mean everyone else has to...I'm glad that we're all moving on...its just a shame that we have to move on without you being a part of our lives...you were a good friend when you weren't worried about hurting others...I hope that someday you can turn that around...I won't be here to see it...and I'll probably never forgive you this time...but I already told you that...
