im tired of wasting my life so this weekend i took action to do something about it
it has come clear to me that i have almost no one in my life to help me
and to get were i need to be and do what i love is entirely up to me
the people that are supose to love and care for me and help me have all but disowned me
this weekend i applyed for a new job and i will apply for another job later this week
i am goin to the doctor to take care of all of my medical issues
and will also apply for a lone to finish school and buy a house
