well, i had started to see someone and low and behold...once again im not so imporant. was given the hope and had it ripped away. im tired of being the person that every1 walks on because ive got such a big heart. its like im just a lil game piece in every1s lil game, something to be played with... im so tired of it. is that all i am? something to be toyed with? is there anyone who even truely cares? im beginning to doubt it.