SassyRussian's blog: "Tired of being broke"

I knew I was obessed with eating and how much I ate, but i never new what I was reallying doing to my body. my mother is fat and so is my sister and im deathly afraid of being fat. Alot of the time I tell people I would rather kill myself then be fat, but when I look in teh mirror all I see is fat everywhere i hate it. i started taking my workouts more seriously and instead of one hour in the gym is becam two or three hours. This blog is really jsut for myself im trying to figure myself out but your more then welcome to comment on my blogs. Im going to start a food journal on here and i know that none of you are interested in what Im eating at home, but its jsut here to help me remind me what im eating and stayinig on track since all I have is friends to help me and my boyfriend, but my family thinks this is all attention. and really I hate my mother and my father hardly talks to me, but I will save those for later blogs. Nov 21, 2008 breakfast: 2 slices of toast wit PB 8 0z. Oj

Man it sucks other women out there use men they find a sugar daddy nope not me. Im a good girl I work hard and waitress and still don't get by going to school, car, home, and extra's its hard to cut it sometimes I just wish sometimes people like me that have come form so little and such a crappy homelife could maybe make enough to fee comfortable and not having to worry all the time....oh well i will leave it in gods hands that all i can do besides work my tail off sorry i need to complain all little i get tired of the same thing everyday and thats what i do the same thing everyday