blackpinkrose's blog: "Times"

Everyone thank you all so much for the prays and the nice words that you all have said to help me with my brother. He is doing so much better. He is actting like my brother tell me how he is going to kick my ass or one thing or another. He can not want to out drink me. I just want to say thank you all so much. He wil never walk or have any feeling from the chest down so that will never change. I just know who my friends are. *Holly Ann*

What is killing me so bad inside is seeing my big brother like this. He is my everything. My father left us when we were kids so Jake took care of me and made sure that I was safe. Why could not not make sure that he was thats night? Why did the driver have to drink? Why did the driver walk away and my brother has to live in a wheelchair? When I saw Jake before he they did sugery he just keeped on looking up to mom I did not thing bad mommy I swear. Its just to much for my family to take on. I would give anything to take the pain from him and his place. He's so younge only 26 plays every thing that he can. I just dont know how to feel or what to do. I want my big brother. *Holly Ann*

Today Jake had a temp of 101.7 but it has been going down very slightly. Pnamonia is in his lungs and they're testing for dofferent kinds of infection right now. He's not doing the greatest right now. Please keep him in your prayers... I'll keep updating as we get more info. *Holly Ann*

Today Jake took a turn for the worse. He is unable to breathe on his own and is on a resperator and is currently intabated so he can rest. We don't know how long he has to be on the resperator. My family is taking it hard and Jake doesn't want to be under because he's scared that he's not going to wake up., but he needs his rest... Keep praying guys! Please!!! *Holly Ann*

On December 16th at 6:30am I got a call from my sister. She told me toget dressed... I asked why over and over and told her that I have togo to work... she siad that I wasn't going to work today, Jake was in an accident and that my dad and her were comming to get me. I called in to work, got dressed, and picked up not knowing what happened. We arrived and my mom told me that Jake is paralized. Right away I went to call my best friend, but my phone was at phone so I had to call my aggie to get her number. I called her up and told her what happened and she said she'd be there/ here as soon as possible. But I went to pick her up anyway. We got back to the hospital in time for the surgen to let us know how surgery went and he told us that he was for sure paralized from the chest down, but he could still use his arms... limitedly for now, but he could use his arms. After we found out, everyone inthe family just held eachother and cried. My bestfriend was my driver for the day, bcuz I couldn't drive. we went out to my sisters place and I took a nice hot long bath... I saw my niece and just started to cry because I had to tell her what happened to her uncle Jakey... she wanted to know why I was sad. Around one we all went back up to the hospital and we were all able to see Jake. He remembered everything, and everyone. The driver of the vehicle was drunk and lost control while taking the only turn by Huntersville... the truck rolled many times and they both were trapped in the vehicle. I'm not mad at the driver, but he only walked away with a couple of scratches. I'm happy that he was able to call 911, bcuz that's what saved my brother! I'll keep posting... prolly more clearly than this one. Write... pray... anything. I need my friends right now!!! *Holly Ann*

So, I looked at my best friend and told her we need to talk. She looked back at me like she did someting wrong so I quickly asked her if she wanted to get a piercing with me. "What?" We then went to Wingnut and asked about this specific peircing we wanted to get and they thought I was crazy cuz my hands were flying everywhere... I was a lil nervous... We wanted to know EVERYTHING!!! Being the smart girls that we are, before we actually got peirced, we went back to my place and checked it out on the internet. Pictures, stories, and jewelry. Thinking that I wasn't actually going to get it done for two weeks! But she says, "Hey, lets go get it done in the morning! I'll pay." We shaved and prepped that night and enjoied looking at our woohoos in the mirror all night long. The next morning we did one last quick shave and were off to get peirced! Lucky me, I got to go first. Our peircer was really hot so I didn't mind taking my pants off :D He didn't tell me when he was going to touch me so I jump a couple of times when he was prepping me. He barely told me to take a breath, counted to 3. I let out a little maon, yelp thing, and it was done. My friend was up next. Her pants were off faster than mine (she thought he was REALLY REALLY hot!!!). Funny things about us being so close, we had the same exact reaction!!! Her moan, yelp thing was exactly the same as mine!!! hahahaha We both love our 3week old peircing and wouldn't change it for the world! *Holly Ann*

Will what time can do to you. It can be good or bad. Just think about year ago what was all happening in your life. For me a year ago I was just starting my new job that I still have today, going on dates trying to found Mr. Right, and hoping for next year cuz I'll be 21. We let time take are life. Time away from are kids are love ones and the joy we have. Time is something that we dont have enough of. *Holly Ann*