i wake up this morning to my sister bitching...not surprising...she's got a stick up her ass as always...go and grab a bite to eat and think about what all needs to be done b4 i leave for work...figure i got a few minutes, i'll pop on the fu while i'm munching my pizza rolls...yeah, not a good idea...just reminds me how pissed i am that people never try anymore...the lounges and the radio are one thing that i look forward to during the day...talking to people, busting out the tunes, goofing off...but after a whole line of shit i'm 1/2 tempted to throw in the towel...one lounge after another closing or w/e...friend's dispersing to other lounges and losing track of them...trying my fucking hardest to get new lounges going just for some1 else to turn around and dick us over...people running at the 1st site of instability...its really fucking depressing when the only thing that keeps me happy makes me aggravated more and more...the only person who wants to help me 100% can't b/c she's got some majorly stressing problems going on with her mother...but she still takes the time to listen to me bitch and gives me some support...
but now that im done this little rant i'm gonna go to work and try to think of a way to get Dark Phoenix up and running again...to those of you who wish to help me in this endeavor i really appreciate it...you've no idea how warm and tingy it makes me feel inside....to those of u who wish me ill, and would rather see me crash and burn, your not even worth my time...
