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Well lastnight I was looking at the checking account..and realized was very close to being under. Actually if the tv bill gos through monday that they directly withdrawal...i would be. I hate being fuckin broke here and there. I wish my job would straighten up where I would not have to worry about getting laid off..etc. Anyways.. I had a very humbling experience. I asked mom for money. First time in 20 yrs (being out and gone) that I ever asked.I think she must have enjoyed the moment somewhat..but probably hated the fact that I would have to ask. I only get this impression because she made me ask dad to. UGH>>>>I hated that even worst. He was ok with it though.. he said I guess you can. He was kinda quiet. I am sure they know its been getting tight at times for me. Anyways..they brought me over the money today. Mom told me to just consider it a early birthday gift and not to worry about it. (probably her way of making me feel good about not being stressed over paying it back..although actually I could have friday)Anyways..was a awful feeling having to do this when I am usually independent..
