I love shaking my foot when I sit. I love nodding my head when I don't pay attention. I love colouring on paper table clothes with crayons. I love eating Corn Nuts on two hour subway trips. I love observing people and getting scolded for Staring. I love mimicking your speech pattern. I love taking on your body language. I love making you smile without moving my mouth.I love pausing in the middle of a kiss and saying "Hi." I love knowing that there is always Something bigger to catch. I love knowing that you aren't beautiful until I know You. I love keeping things sacred. I love watching your hands move when I should be listening to you speak. I love knowing I'm saying more When nothing's coming out of my mouth. I love how boxing rings are square. I love having a tight grip. I love feeling your expressions change When your face is buried in my neck. I love the scent of your voice, The taste of your beauty, The sworn secrecy that your eyes give me When I'm spilling, The one millionth of a millimeter between our skin; Just enough room. I love breathing in when you breathe out. My body is a temple. Don't try to get inside me And then use it to claim sanctuary. I want to grow to think you're the most beautiful Creature; not lust over you at first sight. I am not afraid of satan.My hands are chaotic. My scent can be felt. My ears are brilliant. My eyes can taste. My lips can hear. My sexuality makes some poeple melt. My honesty will make you freeze. My world is provocative. I'm here to offend you; To make you uncomfortable. But you'll learn that that's what you love the mostI fall in love way to easilyAnd it's hard for me to let goI'm Stubborn and hard-hearted.I get Easily angered.I have Deep feelings.I have a Firm Standpoint.I Needs no motivation To go ahead With what I want to do. Sometimes I get Shy around guys.I love to daydream. You'll probably catch my zoneing out just help me back to reality.I'm told I have a Good imagination. I love art. I hate being at home. I get Restless. I'm High spirited. I can be a real cuntonly if you were one firstI like all genres of musicso don't start that lable shiti like heavy eyelinerand guys with long hairI try not to judgesometime it's hardbut i give everyone a chanceI drink alotIt's become like an addictionI smoke You should give me someif you see meI'll probably love youI used to smoke potbut I'm over thatI think us humans are pitiful and disgusting and the world is going to endsoon if we don'tstop being so greedyI can't trust anyoneI've been stabbed in the back to many timesI have no REAL friendsjust poeple i hang out withif you dont like me cause of any of this then go fuck yourself=]
This Is How I Feel Sometimes
KERSED
Pack your fists full of hate
take a swing at the world these
kids stick to themselves carry angst
in their words where I will never
be apart of this cursed fucking town
so we stand amongst ourselves watch
it burn to the ground burn to the fucking ground
ITS GOING TO BE A COLD WINTER
Come to reality keep your
feet on the ground all I know
now is regret nine months of
shit how do you fake a fucking smile
just to bury it hold on to your memories
for as long as you can it might
be the last thing you ever
feel in her we might hold onto our
grudges teach ourselves to forget
burn bridges sink ships till the bitter end
THIS IS MY WAR
Searching for answers
but not seeing shit cutting through
my burdens over and over again
put these beautiful people six feet
underground I walk their roads
spill blood through their streets I
hate every one and every fucking
thing this is my war
YOU'RE ALL THE SAME
Fuck your catchy one
liners fuck your dress to impress
you can go fuck yourselves with
that trendy shit fuck your bad attitudes
fuck your weak high class fuck all
you pretenders keep your life of trash
TROUBLED WATERS
Every day is a fight every fight
is a loss you search your
whole life until your time is up
now you sleep it off your troubles
left behind i'd kill myself to feel
that alive what the fuck has happened
to me fuck what's life without love
what's love without hate what good is
your heart if it doesnt break break
THROWING BRICKS
I'm going to throw this
fucking bottle as hard as I can hope
it hits you in the teeth make you learn
your lesson it's dog eat dog in a place
like this hard luck life sucks so I use
my fists I got a chip on my shoulder i'm
on a losing streak there's a cloud of
contempt hanging over me because
it's dog eat dog in a place like this
every man for himself so I use my fists
I'm going to throw
this fucking bottle as hard as I can
hope it hits you in the teeth
make you learn your lesson it's dog
eat dog in a place like this hard
luck life sucks so I use so I use my fists
I WANT TO PUT THIS TO AN END
My heart beats in slow
songs pumping moments through
my veins waking up in
empty beds walk through months
of bad mistakes give me back the
life I had I really had nothing
nothing's better than a city full of
lies that push through me I'm a
burning building you're a loveless friend
now I watch the clock now I walk
on knives I've got problems I'm a fucked
up kid I find problems i'm alone again
-CEREMONY
Music
>Bad Samaritans
Misfits
Rancid
In Control
RKL
TSOL
The Adicts
The Casualties
The Adolescents
Dead Kennedys
The Exploited
The Germs
G.B.H.
California Redemption
Aggresion
Fear
Stress Builds Character
Rocky Balboa
SUBHUMANS
CEREMONY
Cuntastrophy
Dysfunctional Chaos
A Global Threat
Leftover Crack
Minor Threat
The Last Priority
Clit45
Social Distortion
NOFX
D.D.T.
The Ramones
The Sex Pistols
Soundgarden
DOGENDS
THE WARRIORS
The Dead Pets
Dropkick Murphys
Dr. Know
SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
TOXIC NARCOTIC
Letterhead
DI
CAESURA
Sin34
AGENT ORANGE
The Doors
THROWDOWN
RETALIATE
Circle Jerks
Divine Mercy
DKTM
If It Kills Me
Roderick Usher
UNWRITTEN LETTERS
Death by Dissonance
The CHOCOLATE
Jack the Ripper
In Endeavors Italya
Kiss The Gunner
Write2theHead
AMSTERDAM
Name Your Cliche
The Path Of Cyrus
Sound Of Surrender
LifeInJersey
Forget Tomorrow
THREE MINUTES OF HATE
The Horrors
Men Women & Children
919
Crash Midnight
Jobless Bob
LET GO BEAUTIFUL
GLORY GLORY
Drop Dead, Gorgeous
EXPLODER
A Mind Awake
A LIFE IN VAIN
LAST YEARS HERO
Defamation League
DATING DELILAH
A Bloodline Contrition
ESCAPE THE FATE
love it or leave it
INVICTUS
Murderland
Sherwood
NOVICE
Labor Force
Expose the Flaw
Thoughts Lost
Mass Infusion
Kill The Arcade
Dance Gavin Dance
PLUNGE
Falling Down Hurts
grand serenade
Paladores
Utopia Banished
VEIL OF MAYA
Ferona Vei
HIRAX
ICP
Kotton Mouth Kings