i am not a nigga of great fortune nor a nigga of great wealth to be honest im not a nigga at all i am a mortal man with a big heart but not one to be taken lightly y do i call my self a nigga well a nigga in a real tence is a ignorant person but to some one in my shoes its a individual that is from the darkest place known to man at this point in time
poverty
a poor way of living is the way i live by choice if i was to do as i was told growing up i would be better off but due to my ignorance i am living in a state that is unecuseable yet im young so i can change it for what
it is the way of life that tought me to do for my self and how to live with nothing and be happy it made me a strong person so many would be lost or in a mental instatution for the things ive seen and done yet i live on my own two feet i am me and thats all i can and ever will be if it isnt liked then u have a problem cause i will not change it for noone i changed all i am able to and i refuse to change any more unless its to be a better husband father or all around family person but only that special somebody will know how to make that change happen
at one point i was a beast and along came this beauty whom had tamed the beast but then she disapeared with no intent in leaving for good so i hoped but yet in all the beast had his cage rattled and the demonds inside were awakened now the beast has roamed free again will this beauty retame what was once tamed or will the beast keep his natural ways only time will tell

everything really

my only true idol and only people i look up to are the ones that i have i give my life for and no question in my mind will change for as i already did MY KIDS