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The threads of sanity start to shred with the absence of need and comfort within. Time starts to bend , twist and contort into something sick and demented. Happy thoughts no longer hold me in joyous sway as my world starts to slowly crumble and faulter all around me. I know I am loved and special to some but most of them never speak those words to me. I feel like a prisoner in my own home when the repetitiveness starts to overtake me everyday. I want to whisper in his ear care and need him so very much that it hurts but the other part of me screams in defiance that I am a fool if I do. Maybe I will just wait and see if things will change of their own accord, keeping me from going insane.
