Never Good Enough Owned By Darklightstorms's blog: "thoughts"

no matter how i try i can never get away, it is always here no matter the time, However you want to put it, I am dieing inside myself, knowing always of being alone, forever hated for my loveless life, Will the shadows be my home, or shall they remain my tomb, where i lay dieing inside.

Within a momment i knew it was true, that nothing i did was ever good enough, No lie pass my lips as i sat there, pouring my heart out in the open, Just to have it returned with distaste, It was within that momment i died, for the love i felt was not false, Yet you looked at me and laughed, And as i walked away that bitter day, i felt a tear roll down my cheek, It was in that bitter momment i felt no pain, because i had already lost, what heart i had left to me, Was cold and dead to the world, No i walk alone in the bitterest of moods Because of that moment when i tried loveing you, that nothing i ever could do was enough, to show i love and life my life, But now its darker here, And without hope i have no fear.

No matter the words passed from your lips, Though doubts burden you daily, get over it you have my heart, my love is unconditional, You say you want me happy, And that i find true, Becayuse your what makes that happen, You talk about your flaws as if they matter, But you must always remember, My love for you is unconditional, No one can part our hearts if we stop them, But none will take me from you, Because you are my sun and moon, It was you who made life worth living, Yet still you doubt my feelings, But all i can say is these words, My love for you is unconditional.

In the light of the comeing sun, I want nothing more then to run, In the time of old, When the world was not so cold, We danced the dance of man and blade, Now we have guns to lead the way, Is it right that people die, just for others to set on high, As i set and watch it all, I know once more it shall fall, For it is never ending, we will refresh an start a new begining.

Smile sweet woman for you are loved, It is you time to shine, For no matter what others try to say, It is you that has taken my breath, None are more beautiful to me, Though you fear what comes, Dont be you will always have time, to make up your mind, on what you want to be done, because sweet lady you can always find, The hope you gave me in the last few weeks, So know this from your knight kneeling, With honor i would die to protect you.

When u took my hand in yours, it was then that i knew, that nothing mattered anymore, Because u gave me hope, I shall forever be grateful, So as the days fade to night, I know where you are, always beside me but so far away, it is my down fall... Always loveing but never loved, when the winds blows my soul crys, For nothing i do is ever good enough, to show my love for you, So i set day to day wondering of my love, did you ever want me is all i say, it is my down fall... With my life id protect you from harm, never a care to my own safety, So as i set and wait, i can not help but ponder, is she happy with the one she has, As i wish my luck to her upon the stars, I know now she is my down fall.

I was once a broken man, Now i find it hard to sit idle, for with these harsh hands of mine, i have created many a wonderous things, So as my lips go to speak, i Have to share this to you, That it was because of you my heart beats, My reason was lost until u came along, So sweet lady listen to me, No fire burns hotter then my love for you, and no sound can drowned your voice, For short in this life i have been, But my soul is older then you can ever fathom, So i pledge myself and my love to you, This wonderful woman has bright life, It is in your hands i rest my heart.

BE i a man of great evil, For my heart was with two women, Wanting neither but both, So in this world id rather stay hidden, For with but one word these two may strike me, Even though they can not find my reason, So be i am man of evil, when i love both goddess like women, Each had her own style of life, but it was my hearts fault for wanting them both, So now im torn and broken, as i walk away from their worlds, I have but one last breath, I love them both more then they would ever know.

Away i shall walk my path dangerious in many a way, Will they care when i have nothing left as i fade away, Pain is all that i bring as i walk this land, So beware lady and take not my hand, As i walk upon my path this cold wind is oh so fine, That when i come to the end i know it shall be my time, Just as the sun sets over yonder hill, I close my eyes this last time and lay oh so still, Nothing is missed if it never touched any importance, My once warm soul now held in cold turbulence, So as my lungs empty of air, I now lay here my body bare, Though never to be missed by people around, I have left to make just one sound, I love you are my last words, and it is finished as the earth over me turns.

The wind whispers soft through the curtain, Though she never knew for certain, With a tenderness only a lover shows, He had stripped her of her night clothes, As the moon light fills the room, It was the breeze that caressed her bosom, With a tender kiss upon her lips, This ghostly figure will touch her hips,, With the care not to wake her, From this wondrous sleep she did not need to stir. As a lover he takes her now, AS she moans he makes no sound, When her hands seek his flesh they find nothing on the bed, Then she wakes naked with her hand on her head, Be this a dream she says aloud, and away the ghost moves silent as a cloud.