so its been a while since i did this. so heres kinda an update on things...i moved back in with my sister...had my share of bad nights...and bad relationships...but their over now and im enjoying the single life...i havent been feeling good lately but thats okay i will be better...right now i feel really clamy and my heart is racing. not sure why. i wrote my dad a letter and told him about how he has affected me. some of it good but the memories were short lived...i think hes drinking again. im worried. but i have no room to talk because im still drinking although its not as bad as before. im really calming down now and its not an everyday thing its only every now and then...but im gonna go for now i'll try to keep up on this shit
