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i chatted with a dude today who walked away from being a juggalo cause he claimed we were so full of hate. that is sad to me. i know alot of the younger ones do not get the true message! they hurt people and run in gangs and the like! it is all just a metaphor really...... it is about washing the earth clean of the evil plagueing her not adding to it! yes we say wicked things and talk about psychotic stuff to do to people. but it is all just sarcastic really.... just to help us smile through all the sin and evilness we are swimming through!
YES I AM A JUGGALO! no i dont listen to just psychopathic... and i dont take any of what they say seriously at all! it is just meant to make us look at ourselves and how we treat people! if i say im gonna slit your throat and shite down your windpipe... i dont mean it. GOD... what is wrong with people. all it is is just a way to say you hurt me and im only gonna hurt you back with words because in the end you will get yours! i dont feel the need to taint my soul for a waste of DNA like that! im not the kind of person that holds a grudge either....
the music is not about hate! it is about love and if you are too ignorant to see past the comedy aspect of it that is your own problem! you can call me fake ass juggalo all you want but it is you who are not the real one and do not truly get the real message! i have met very few real juggalos... and when i try to speak it so they can understand they laugh in my face! well you just know what i have hung out with people from psychopathic and i know i am right so you can just f*ck the f*ck OFF!
i used to be searching for a permanent place. someone to stand by and take care of. i found it and it was wonderful for a very long time. but as the saying goes... people change! i didnt... but i have to now i see. i always loved making children smile. thats why i knew i had to have some of my own. i just didnt think about the heartbreak it would cause me to lose them. they say life isnt fair and i know how true that is. i love them more than anything in the world! its so troubling to know that someone will take my place and raise them as they want. the most i will miss is being able to be there for them at any moment they need me. i will always love her for giving me those little angels... but i know i just cant trust her anymore. the saddest thing is she never trusted me... why? im not really sure. most tell me she probably had a guilty conscience and was justifying herself by accusing me all the time. maybe... i dont care anymore!
im gonna find where i belong one day and then life will be fullfilling again. i just cant live for myself like some. im not selfish and i love to make people laugh. no... i need to make people laugh! its what i feel im here for. life gets people so down sometimes. i hate to see someone feeling sorry for themselves for something someone else did or something they couldnt control. like me they need to just grin and bear it! and ill help anyway i can.
CAUSE IN REALITY I NEED SOMEONE TO DO THE SAME FOR ME SOMETIMES TOO!
buildings burn and people die... but real love is forever!
THE CROW
