Pony's blog: "Thoughts of a man. "

Staind - Epiphany

Your words they make just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention And the words just disappear
Cuz it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said
So i speak to you in riddles
Cuz my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
Cuz i can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart
And did myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart
Cuz it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for intention
That i always try to hide
Cuz i talk to you like children
Though i don't know how i feel
But i know i'll do the right thing
If the right thing is in fear
Cuz its always raining in my head
Forget all the things i should have said

It's cool the way i am.  Why ask. Because i am the way i am.

For 4 years I have been trying to get my oldest kid back and my ex is killing me that fucking bitch. I fucking hate her.

Who the F&^% in there right mind tells me to F$#%ing change. F@#$ that.

All I want is a dam peace of mind. Thats all. Why so F@#$ing hard. I'm not a bad guy. I'm the nice guy thats ok with wining last the point is i was done. Shit sucks. o well.

I am what i am. and i do what i do. because its who i F%$#ing am. ha ha ha

Its a good song. I too feel as if its raining in my head.

Ever dam day. she has to fight with me. making me feel like shit the things i do for a woman. Love, Kids nothing i do make her happy. nothing i do makes me. happy. this suck. but it was get better. i think. lol