This Pain I Feel
By Cursed Cowboy
This Pain I feel so deep inside me,
It eats away at my heart and soul.
With every breath I take It hurts me more,
Almost to the point of ending it all.
But all I can do is fight this feeling,
Enbrase the pain as if it were a part of me.
Make it mine and hold it tight,
Never let it go for it makes me stronger.
I will take this pain and embrase it ,
Hold it like it were a child soft yet strong.
For this pain is mine and mine alone,
I will not share and I will not put it on others.
I love this fire that burns inside me,
It hurst but yet is warm burns yet sooths.
Anger and pain will keep me safe,
hold me tight and help me tell my story.
For it is not a pretty one and it never was,
It is a life filled with pain and envy.
Wishing and hoping living and dying,
Everyday is a new pain a new feeling.
I love this pain I feel.
