i sit hear stairing at the blank walls that seem to close in around me everyday. the only thing that seems to ease the pain and make life just alittle more bareable is my addiction.my addiction to something i know i shouldnt crave yet i cant help my self,its just to irrisistable.just like before i find my self grabbing for it even when im unawre of my actions.god will it ever stop this pain i feel so deep in side when will her memory cease to haunt my mind.but wait i now understand that is youthat i crave the most
