Tina's blog: "this and that"

I watched you walk out of my life. It hit me hard, like the stab of a knife. As you went away, the tears came down. My heart died then without a sound. Depressing thoughts instilled my heart, my soul. They overtook my mind, began to take control. I realize and now I see, your mind and soul are always a part of me. It hasn't been long but I miss you so much. I miss your fingertips, I miss your touch. I pray for God to help me through. I can't help but cry when I think of you. Alone at my house not a soul in the world could feel my pain, nor watch my thoughts uncurl. No one understands my sorrow, can feel my pain, or knows my tomorrow. But I know you're there possibly thinking of me. You'll be back someday, then we can have eternity

As things go, I have to leave you At times I wonder why there is The cruelty and bitterness Of parting, and then sit and cry It's all gone now. It's all over My life as I've always known it Things change, time passes People come, people go; all I do is hurt Sometimes maybe I'll say hello Sometimes maybe I'll call your name Sometimes I'll cry at the thought of distances Sometimes....with you again The heartache in endless questioning Surely you have understanding Someone knows, someone cares, someone.... I need something everlasting

We're all alone The world and I We're fighting an endless battle Yet we don't know why We put ourselves through pain and sorrow Forget all we care about We don't realize we did anything wrong Until there is no way out You don't want to hear the truth Your truth is okay for you There's people with smiles on their faces You want to smile too Some force themselves to love others I can't be that way though Some close their eyes, claiming blindness Hiding from truth, love, the colors of the rainbow You claim stupidity If you cannot read You claim to be a follower If you cannot lead But now what can you claim? Who can you blame? Now that you've forgotten how to love Maybe your friends, maybe your family Maybe yourself, maybe the stars above It doesn't mean much It doesn't mean anything Not when you've forgotten how Forgotten how to love....

I was born a stubborn soul Ain’t afraid of the great unknown Or a winding road that’s all uphill This is just a stumbling block Intimidating wall of rock If you think this broken heart will break my will I’m gonna take that mountain Ain’t nothing gonna slow me down And there ain’t no way around it Gonna leave it level with the ground Ain’t just gonna cross it, climb it, fight it I’m gonna take that mountain It’s overwhelming looking up I know when it’s the challenge of - Me against this heartache to survive I may slip and I may fall But even if I have to crawl I’ll break through to the healing side I’m gonna take that mountain Ain’t nothing gonna slow me down And there ain’t no way around it Gonna leave it level with the ground Ain’t just gonna cross it, climb it, fight it I’m gonna take that mountain Ain’t just gonna cross it, climb it, fight it I’m gonna take that mountain Ain’t nothing gonna slow me down And there ain’t no way around it Gonna leave it level with the ground Ain’t just gonna cross it, climb it, fight it I’m gonna take that mountain I was born a stubborn soul This is a stumbling block I’m gonna take that mountain

Dragon tales and the "water is wide" Pirate's sail and lost boys fly Fish bite moonbeams every night And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Sweet dreams The rocket racer's all tuckered out Superman's in pajamas on the couch Goodnight moon, will find the mouse And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Sweet dreams God bless mommy and match box cars God bless dad and thanks for the stars God hears "Amen," wherever we are And I love you Godspeed, little man Sweet dreams, little man Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings Godspeed Godspeed Godspeed Sweet dreams

The opposite of love is not to hate but to separate. If love and hate have something in common it is because, in both cases, their energy is that of bringing and holding together—the lover with the loved, the one who hates with the hated. Both passions are tested by separation

Great people are just ordinary people with great desires

My philosophy is that not only are you responsible for your life,but doing the best at this moment puts you in the best place for the next moment

A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort

If you think you are beaten,you are If you think you dare not,you don't If you like to win but think you can't,its almost certain you won't Life's battles don't always go to the stronger woman or man,but sooner or later those who win are those who think they can