abenewson's blog: "thinking"

i am going to start putting my thoughts down...i always wanted to do this but for sum reason never have..so tonight will be the start of this..

okay where to start...love spenden time here on fubar doing all that there is to do...but my favorit thing to do is meet new people...i have meet alot of fu friends on here and spend countless hours talken to them...but for sum reason they come and go like the wind...which i really do hate but that is life...

i have spend a very lonely life in this world..i keep my thoughts to myself keepen it bottled up inside me to eat away at my soul and heart...why i do this...so i dont get hurt anymore...i have let many people in and i always get hurt...it is like a block wall i have put up...12 feet high and on 4 sides of me..someday it will come down..till then i will be safe and not have worry about it...