x YUMz x's blog: "Thoughts..words"

I sat there in deep thought

with no cares of what was going on around me.

People moved about, like fast forward in a movie

All I wanted was to be with you one last time.

I wanted to here you laugh, tell me im making to much of it

I wanted to know that I can walk thru your door and your right there.

But when I walked thru your door, it was dark, sad, empty.

You weren't sitting at the table, reading your books,

You weren't there when I sat in tears wishing you were still with me.

They say time heals all wounds.

Why hasnt this healed??

Why does my heart ache every time,  I think of you.

Why did it happen to you, you were stronger then any of us.

You laughed at us all when we made a big deal out of everything.

You had such strength in you, that it flowed of onto all of us.

What am I gonna do Ma?

This hole in my heart aches.

I miss you more then anything, and I wish it wasnt this way.

RIP MA