People like me are casted into the shadows like a broken plaything that people cast away. For they think that we are not worth the effort fixing.We are emotionally and mentally scarred from what has happened through out the years. We always try to help those who cry for help and bring them back to there feet. To help them with there problems to help them carry on with life as we know it.But we can only do so much before we fall ourselves and are the ones in need of help ourselves. We do what we can for everyone and when we are in need ourselves we are shunned. We serve this country with honor and valor. And what we get in return is people turning there backs on us and spitting at us saying we are killers and that we fight a wrong war. And all we are doing is tryin to protect everyone that we can just so they can have freedom. We do what we are told and try to make sure in all we do is the right thing. And people wonder why we are lurkin in the shadows depressed and everything of the sort. And why we never really have a real relationship with anyone.That is due to the fact of everything that we face or have faced at one time or another.