kingkyro's blog: "The Way life Goes"

Midnights Rain The sorrows of today, lead us to the happieness of tomorow. But all the while, The pain lingers on. In darkness of shadows, to the mysteries of night. We search for the happieness, Thats far from our sight. the never ending quest, To subdue ones pain. Finds them stranded alone, In the cold midnights rain.

Why? Minute by minute, Hour by hour, Day by day. Thoughts of you still haunt me, The wont go away. What happend to our love? When did it end? I thought you was my lover, I thought you were my friend. why did you do all those nasty things to me? Tell me straight up, Clearly make me see. I want to know where we went wrong. Did i say the wrong words? Did i sing the wrong song? The answers may elude me untill the day i die. Untill my last breathe leave me Ill ask myself WHY?????

Through the Never Through the never, We shall pass. Into darkness, Rather fast. A beam of light guides the way, But do we go or do we stay? Fear Consumes you, Reality eludes you. For endless aching miles. Insanity starts to creep, And bares its evil smile. Pride? Confusion. Reality? Illusion. Its mangled and stripped away. No longer knowing up from down, Because the dark hides the day.

I sit alone in a world that has no time. Confused on what is real and what is not. Am I cursed to wonder alone in a crazy mixed up world? With no companionship? In my mind I see what i want, what i need. But then i awake and get thrown back into the cruel truth that is life. Why must there be such a horrific feeling as that of a broken heart?

You was the one, With the key to my heart. you was the drive that kept me going, you was the one that help'ed me start. When times got tough, You was there by my side. helping me through it all, The endless aching ride. Your Voice was like an angel, That lifted the darkest night. Your love was like the wings, That gave the eagles flight. I dont know the words, To tell you how i feel. I'll let me heart be the guide, To show my love is still real.

It's time i let some things out. life can be full of joy or it can be 1 bad thing after another. Every time i become happy for some reason or another life decides to hit like a damn truck and out the window goes my happyness. for example i was blessed with beutiful children that i love dearly and life saw fit to take them away from me. I found someone that i fell head over heals in love with and once again life plays its cruel role and took that away from me to. Maybe im destind to be alone and miserable. I dont know. Dont get me wrong im not saying what happens in my life isnt in any way my fault. Alot of what happens could or can be avoided one way or another. Yes i admit it I do make mistakes and have tendencies to not do the right thing untill its to late but hey nobodies perfect. But the way i was raised is you take the good with the bad and if you have problems you need toi work through them not take the easy way out. I try so hard to do that but its not easy. Life never is. Maybe one day ill get lucky and find that special someone that will love me for me and not leave me when times get hard or i make stupid decisions or when i become difficult at times. maybe im dreaming and thats not possable. All I know is I refuse to give up on my search for happyness. There was a statement made in a movie that i find to be true, You never see the bad times in a photo album but its the bad times you have to work on to get from one happy snap shot to the next. thats all i have to say for now.